I DON’T WANNA!
i don’t want to pick a career i don’t want to commit i don’t want to act pretty to other people and i don’t want to live in my parent’s house and i don’t want to drive and i don’t want to swim and i don’t want to be sober i don’t want to have to risk being sad and alone because i have to compromise i don’t want to give a shit what my family thinks and i don’t want to make them sad i don’t want to talk to a career counselor or any counselor for that fucking matter and i don’t want to think about the future i don’t want to listen to anymore corrupt government bullshit and i don’t want to think about facebook and if i should even have a twitter i don’t want to miss chain smoking and i don’t want to feel bad for forgetting the things i do when i’m drunk or that i had to even had to get so smashed to begin with i really don’t want to have a period ever again i don’t want to get old and boring ‘cause someone told me to and i don’t want to think about all the things i should have done differently i don’t want to know why i don’t give a shit about anything and i don’t want to care about me not caring.
